education fair on thursday in school. the nasi lemak was nicee. :) & there were some really nice people there. & i still havent decided what am i going to do. lalalaaaa. im bad at making decisions. normally i just simply pick a choice when i have to make a decision. but now, i cant just do that, can i? im talking about my future. its very important okaaay! okay, enough bout that.
played pool online on msn with paul yesterday. he got like perfect score while i got 0. none of the balls i shoot at entered the stupid hole. damnnit. i want to go play real pool. somebody take me, please? :)
ballet concert is on 21st & 22nd july! this is the first time i'm doing a dance on pointe! quite nervous + excited at the same time though.
on another note, trials are coming. hello books. :(
Saturday, June 30
random.
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Wednesday, June 27
random
Shirtliff, you rock! :)
I got the donkey pillow. thanks to my donkey. heee. ;p
There's something wrong with my computer. Tskk.
I like Tigger. I like his laugh, & how he spells his name.
Feeling quite annoyed.
I cant wait for the next cycle of antm.
& I need new sandals.
end of random-ism.
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Monday, June 18
saturday night.









Ditto..
I still have my introduction, task specification,3rd method & conclusion to do for my addmath project. :(
Im addicted to the song, "Beautiful Girl" by Sean Kingston. Hee. Thanks Cheng for downloading it to me.
at first, i didnt know sean kingston sang that song. I kept telling him ,"the song ahhh... beautiful girl! alot of times suicidal!"
i dont listen to the dj's announcing the song name & title wann. so, eventhough i heard it so many times & liked it so much, i still didnt know who sang it. Hee.
& i just realised that at the begining of the song, he says "Yo! This is Sean Kingston yo!" or something like that. whooops. hehhh.
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Thursday, June 14
Tagged
I got tagged by JooYing & HuiYat.
Jooying's one :
5 things found in my bag :
bag? i'll settle for my ballet bag. hee.
1) pointe shoes
2) soft shoes
3) demi-pointe shoes
4) belt
5) some hairclips
5 things found in my wallet :
1) sticker picture which i took with my cousins
2) mph card
3) coffee bean card
4) my ic
5) valentines note from kelsey
5 favourite things in my room :
1) ps2
2) computer
3) my bedd!
4) my soft toys. some was there since i was like just a lil kid. Hee
5) archie comics. hee.
5 things I've always wanted to do :
1) archery. wahahha. did this alreadyy! :p
2) rock climbing. did this already tooo! hehehe. :P
3) more dances in concert. :)
4) the flying thing.. u know in antm, they took the picture in that whirlwind thingy. enables you to flyyy. the one that genting also has? yahh, that one.
5) go on klcc bridge. hehh
5 things I am currently into :
1) gwen steafni's song 4 in the morning.
2) hotcakes. hee.
3) white jackets.
4) sleeping
5) not going to school. :P
END OF TAG. hee.
HuiYat's one :
Rules: For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story about one of your crush, be it a current or previous crush. To be exactly different from the common tags, there is no questions imposed this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her. Also, five persons will need to be tagged at the end of the post. This tag is originated from Rachael Ong. You must post up these rules before you start writing.
Hmm.. my story would be about my crush i had few years ago. I never met him before. Never seen his picture before as well. even up till now i have no idea what he looks like but someone told me before he was kinda short. Ya. Thats the only physical attribute i know about him. =S
How i got to know him? My classmate introduced me to him when i was in form1. he was my classmate's primary school friend. They were really close friends i think.
We started talking to each other. only in msn though. everyday. & i remembered how when i went home everyday, i always signed in onto my msn in hopes that i would see him online. & most of the times, i wasnt dissapointed. Heh.
I had fun talking to him up till one fine day. I went on9, then he started scolding me . he said some harsh words. he told me that i should know what i did. I didnt even have a chance to explain or ask what was it exactly that i did.
& that, my dearr friends, was the last time i had a conversation with him.
a testimonial wishing him happy birthday does not count. =.=
& that was 4 years ago. & i still remember his birthday without friendster's help.
Up till now, im already 17, gone through pmr. & going to sit for my spm & i STILL do not know what was the reason that made him so angry at me. seriously. im very clueless.
& sure i no longer have a crush on him. but when i got hold of his school's yearbook, i tried to look up for his picture. but no. i couldnt find it.
i hope to one day find out what was it i did.
I tag :
Nutz (Carmen)
Tomato (Wye Yee)
Cookie (Li Ee)
Joo Ying
Olivia - Wai Ling
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Wednesday, June 13
my brothers
having sore throat now. very horrible. arggggg..
i think both my brothers are.. i dont know whats the right word to describe them but there is definitely something a lil wrong with them.
one asks my friend whether he wants me or not. wth.
you trying to sell your sister ah? =.=
& the other sent my picture to A TOTAL STRANGER ONLINE. double wth. [younger]
i didnt know about it till he said his "friend" has my picture. I asked him, who? He said, oh, just an online friend. =.=
.......................
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Tuesday, June 12
my promise
I made a promise to myself. Its very stressful actually. Dont know why but at that moment in time when i promised myself, I just HADD the need to prove him wrong. I just had to.=S
I dont care whether its diagnostics/trials/the real thing. i WILL prove myself. passing is not good enough for me. call me greedy, call me whatever you wan. but its just simply not enough to prove myself. i know its not good to push myself so much, but i gotta do it. i cannot back out of my promise now. i cant do anything now to change anything. i guess i just have to wait & see.
Aah. enough bout that
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOO YING! :D
&& 15. ;p <3 <3
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Monday, June 11
Pics from genting
I likee the colour of my shirt. Dont you, dont you? ;p
My brother. We each had 30 arrows. I want moree. but my arm was painful already. Quite heavy actually.
& honestly, i was quite lousy at it. At 1st lahh.. The guy came to teach me a few times. eventhough i didnt call for him but he obviously could see that i was facing difficulty as my arrows kept fallin to the floor. at first. :(
This is a double decker London bus. (below)
Supposed to be a place to eatt. I find it very cute. eventhough no ventilation as they had to close all the windows cause it was raining. :(
Hee. I got bored waiting for my brother & mum to get ready..
I want to go again!! Hehhh. Couldnt reach the top though. My arms were killing me. Tiring. So halfway i just let go & downnnn i go. Heh.
The second time, while coming down, i knocked my back against that wall thing. OUCH. Shit laa.
The journey started at the "registration office" but.. we started from the 10th Hell Chamber. =.=
We didnt know it was in order okay. So happen we started walking from the other side. Anyways, this journey it has like statues & stuff to replicate all 10 hell chambers. & they had explanation at the side about what kinda wrong doings & such which leads u to that chamber.
There were all sorts of things they did. & right, there were statues of people getting punished in each chamber as well.. There was one where the eye was being picked out, tongue being cut, entire body being crushed by a stone, burning of the entire body in a stove & many more.
Halfway through the "chambers" :
Younger Brother : Wow. Its so scary being a chinese.
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Sunday, June 10
genting
Friday morning my mum woke me up to say that we were going genting. Very last minute indeed. She woke me up at 9 something. We were leaving at 11.30. -.-
I just came home today.
Will blog more about genting maybe later or tomorrow. Wanna watch antm's repeat show. Heh. I cant help ittttttt. Im quite addicted to it even though i watched it alreadyy.
Okay. Byebye.
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Thursday, June 7
Shrek3
woke up at 7 today. mygawd, so damn tiring. Went for tuition then went to Times Square.
Ate at Food&Tea. Ordered a plate of oysters? not sure lah. but look like oysters but size kinda small. -.-
Not nice. at all. i nearly spit it out after taking a bite. BUT.. the tiny lil buns with crabmeat sauce or something veryvery nicee. Finished almost the whole plate. :P
Bought tees. Hee. Went to Baleno. Joe wanted to buy one polo shirt only but ended up getting 2. Cause the promoters there, & i mean ALL of them started talking at one time & telling us about their promotion.one guy said buy 2 cheaper. one girl told me something bout them changing colours every season. =S
then another one started talking to me in mandarin. which was those very hard to understand type then i merely just looked at her & smiled. ^^ in the end also gave in to them & bought 2 la.
then we took cab to leisure mall. bought tickets straightaway masuk cinema to watch Shrek3.
I like the catt! is the name puss in the boots? something like that lar nyways. I likeee his voice. *sighsss*
then we ate again. At Inakatei/Inakatatei? Something like that. the one opposite the cinema ticketing booth only wann. Their sushi quite expensive, & quite little choice alsoo. SushiKing still the best. :)
Their udon bowl is bigger than SushiKing.. but the soup not that nice. & their california roll ; very fat. alot of rice.
Actually, had plans to go for bowling or something else wan.. but, he very sombong. ;p ajak also dont want go. hmp. (you know who you aree, doink.) :P
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Wednesday, June 6
midvalley on sunday
okay, back to midvalley on sunday.
You know the QQ cut shop in midvalley? RM13 in 13 minutes or something like that. Yala, its a saloon.
We were walking past there & we saw this guy. with no shirt on. just a pair of board shorts worn very very very low.
He stormed out of there. we thought it was just an angry customer. but wondered what happen to his shirt.
when we pass the centre court, he was there. with his family. He started scolding his family members. if im not wrong, he said he wanted to kill them. he told each of them one by one. right there. still topless.
my brother wanted to record it but i stopped him. just in case he turned around & started scolding us for recording him. ya, super paranoid. ><
after that i couldnt hear what he was saying.
I didnt even want to look at him. I was freaking scared okayy, i was quite near him. & i didnt want to offend him or anything. as he looked really scary.
i kept tugging on to my brother & said lets go lets go. but noooooooooooo. noone listened to my plea.
the family tried to hold on to him. but he pulled away & went off. with them following him behind. helpless.
i was afraid & yet i feel really sorry for him.
i dont know what happen to him after that. hopefully he's fine now. & more calm. & controlled. Amen.
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Susu
New layout.
I loveeeeeeee this one. Cause it says MILK. Wahahhahaha.
Maybe most of you didnt know this, but I have a nickname.
Its Susu. :)
Dont ask how i got it. I only remember it started when elaine introduced herself as alien in german. ;p
Then we started with nicknames for everyone there. & somehow, i got named "susu"
So yeaaa. susu = milk in english.
plus, the bottles on top can jump wan you know. Hahaha. :p
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Monday, June 4
Midvalley
Went to MidValley yesterday with.. mum,dad,siblings,uncles,aunt, cousins & grandaunt.
Had lunch at the Thai restaurant. The softshell crab, damnnn nicee. I kept asking for more. Hee. Halfway eating, saw Uncle Benny & Aunt Joyce there. But didnt end up together as we were finishing our food when they arrived. Played with dad's laptop there.

A nintendo Wii.
It isnt like ps1,ps2,ps3 or Xbox or whatever. The movement of the character or whatsoever in the game depends completely on our arm movement.
like right...if it was a bowling game : You hold that remote whatever thing & you swing your arms back then while pressing a button & then swing back your arms back to the front & release the button. like how you would bowl in real life but while coordinating with the buttons.
Then the lady let me try the boxing game. I played it in the middle of the crowd in Midvalley. Passerbys must have thought I was crazy. Heh. You know why?
Cause to fight my opponent in the game, I have to box. Yes, holding the remote whatever thingamajig in both hands i box left right left right. True enough, the hands of my character in the game goes boxing left & right. I can even block myself. Wahahhaa. If they didnt know it was a Nintendo wii, I bet they would have thought i was a lil ill in my head boxing in front of tv. Heh.
I wanna play summorrrr! What a good way to release anger by playing that boxing game. Hee.
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Friday, June 1
food
im broke. going out just two days killed my wallet. aih.
cant go for the cancer rally. :(
on a happier note, paul still owes me lunch. Wahahaha. food makes me happy. :D
yes, i simply just love food. dont you?
& yes, i can eat alot. especially if i likeeeeeeee the food. Hee. :)
Long time didnt go for buffet already. Someone take me, please? hee. ;)
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Thursday, May 31
cancer rally
Lalalaa..
Watched POTC3 yesterday. Premiere Class. :)
with JooYing, Tk & Joe.
Will Turnerrrrrrrrr! ;p
The movie was quite long actually.. i guess it was okaaay? ....
Paul asked me to go for the Cancer Rally at Bukit Jalil on Saturday. I want to go. But the only problem is it starts at 6pm till 10am the next day.
Mum said dad would definitely not allow me to go even though its meaningful.
.....
Nvm. I shall not give up. I shall try to persuade him. I have never attended a rally before & it would definitely be a great experience. && its for a good cause.
I think i will ask my brother & SiewMei to go too. Then my dad would definitely approve. Hee. :)
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Tuesday, May 29
Taylors CLIOD & damansara
My ringtone rang at 5.45am yesterday. my wakeup call. so.so. early. =.=
yahs, anyway, went to jooying's house & arrived at 7am. okay, maybe it was a lil too early. heh. went to taylors for the taylors CLIOD. quite jam on the way, but we made it. just in time actually.
the thinking skills was fun. didnt know they had a class like that.
explorace was not bad actually. but it was raining. wet, everywhere!
the experiments were ok lah. managed to finish all 3 & had time to hang around & just talk. i liked the chemistry one best. :)
did you know that if you enrol into taylors, you get to print 300 pages free? then after that, you can pay rm10 for 100 copies. hee.
just thought that you might be interested to know that. x)
went to curve when it ended. took taxi there. Me, WonderfulWong,Jooying & Joe. Had a lil so-called snack at Sakae Sushi. I like their computerr. but their choice of sushi not much. compared to sushi king. <3 <3 udon! was bloated after that.
We then walked over to Cineleisure. It was my first time in cineleisure. eventhough i been to Ikano&Curve quite a number of times already, never walked into Cineleisure. Heh.
Watched Blades of Glory. I take back everything I said about the poster. I thought it looked kinda weird & all. but in fact, the show is pretty good. i love comedies. Wahahaha.
OH, OH.. & in the cinema, during one ad, there was this ad about astronauts in the cinema or something. 1 lil boy in the back said something about "wah, spacemen" or something along that line. Wahahhaa. Damn funny.
ehh, boy, who were you ahh? so cute. :P
Had dinner at Paddington's House of Pancakes. (PHOP)
Sooo many pancakes to choose from. I forgotten what was the name of the pancake I ordered, but it was nice. :)
Hee, & thank you for the shirt. :)
In one day, I went to 2 places I never went before(Cineleisure & Taylors) , ate at 3 places i never ate before (Taylors, Sakae Sushi & PHOP) & watched a movie i never watched before.
& went home with a red bag. & a new tee.
Hee. Happy, happy. :D
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Tuesday, May 22
clubmed
i had a scary dream.
i dreamt that i was having exam (chemistry i think) the next day & i havent started studying & 12am i was still not back home. i started panicking.
then after dont know what la happen, i woke up. -.-
first, exams take over my sleeping time.
second, they take over my entertainments.
now, they are even taking over my dreams. EVEN WHEN ITS OVER.
crap.
like as if not bad enough 1 day i woke up muttering about kino. -.-
shit. im becoming so exam-obsessed. not intentionally.
im definitely not a suitable candidate to take up actuarial science. i definitely would be the one out of three candidates going crazy. :p
brother already holiday-ing in langkawi.
I WANNA GO MALDIVES. :)
& i wanna go ClubMed. no tv, no newspaper, no form of communication with the outside world.
just me, me & the other people in the resort having fun. without having to bother about anything thats going on around the world ; earthquakes, gunshots, who is marrying who, & the list goes on.
wahahahaha. summore summore, according to my uncle, we can eat for FREE! :D
&& they like have alot of activities plan. free, i think.
they have like kayaking & this rope thing which you swing on it like those acrobats in circus. && they have rock-climbing, & alot more la.
got spa also. but that one have to pay.
okayla, thats all.
bye. :)
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Saturday, May 19
finisheD
Diagnostics are over! :D
Wahhahaha.
Still very happy even though its just diagnostics. hee. :)
ANTM cycle 7. the winner. i likee! hahahahaha. her name is really unique. && i found the writeup about her in seventeen magazine.
im so lucky im not someone who reads every single page of the magazine. :) cause if i did, i would have found out whose the winner already in march. which then spoils my mood to watch. like last cycle. My cousin HAD to go find their pics before the cycle ended.
google : ANTM cycle 6
search results : ANTM winner with bigbig picture. -.-
genius.
Yah, anyway, i just remembered i still have kerjakursus moral to do. Aiks.
At least, im 75% near completion already. :)
Watched spiderman 3. it was okayy. but abit too long. for me.
which reminds me, POTC3! wahahaha.
aah, orlando bloom.
johnny depp.
:) :)
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Friday, May 18
no fever.
its about 4 in the morning now. about.. 8 hours more & then i would be freeeeeeeeee..
yes. free from diagnostics! :D
a while ago, i started panicking.
i felt like i was having fever. fever during exams is a big NO NO. whatsmore, physics! ..
i definitely cannot wait ; when i come home from school tomorrow & just die on my bed. till i cant sleep anymore. :)
aaahh. the happy feeling i get when im tucked under my blanket with mr. tortoise & with the air-conditioner. :)
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Thursday, May 17
last.
After surviving for 3 weeks already. okay, not really. my body system is going haywire. my world is now topsy turvy. my nights are when i accomplish what i have to do. my noons are spent giving my body a rest. my mornings are spend cracking my head & trying the best i can to recall what i crammed into my lil head the night before.
at least for weekdays it has been like that.
ya. very sad. to live a life like that.
quite life-less.
BUT..
tomorrow is going to end it ALL. Bwahahahahhaa. at least for diagnostics la anyway.
dont remind me about the rest first okay? Hahaha.
do you know how many bottles of 100+/orange juice i have drank in this past exam weeks?
i dont know either. i couldnt keep count. everyday i would be either asking my mum or brother to get them for me.
people drink coffee. i drink 100+ & orange juice.
oh well, at least orange juice FULL of vitaminC. yes, its good for me. its prevents me from getting scurvy.
&.. 100+ .. its isotonic right? its suppose to give me energy or whatever anyway.
yes, at least in a way, quite healthy right? RIGHT?
i know, too much of a good thing is bad for you too. but at least its alternate. hee.
of course, i have been asked many many times to drink water instead.
i tried it.
didnt work for me.
PHYSICSSSSSSSSS! you are sooo wonderful. & amazing. please make it easy for me to understand you. thank you. :)
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Saturday, May 12
12th
120507.
<3
I was supposed to wake up early today. to at least read up a few chem/bio experiments.
I dont wanna read everything that i have to study on the last day anymore. nope.
at least study a few before also not so bad.
Got wake up call from 7.30 ..
What was I doing by 8?
Just like joe predicted.
I slept. back.
....
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