im so confused right now. what am i suppose to doooo? :(

sigh. either way , its a lose-lose situation. :(

..


you tell me how.

why her!!! 

her vocals are fantastic. sigh. :( 

no words can describe how i feel right now.

i cant believe you're the boy i used to know.

you're so insensitive now. urg. 

:(

today just isnt my day.

I got my first splinter on Sunday. & it took quite some time for my mum to take is out using a needle because the splinter was SO THICK! aiyoh .

& do you know where was it!! IT WAS ON MY FINGERTIP!! 

& today, my right foot was the lucky one. Sheeshhh.

2 in just 3 days.

& then i found a 2cm long scratch on my left arm. I dont even know where i got it from!
 
-_-

OH & regarding friday, i just realised it's my brother's birthday. i dont think i can stay for dinner! :(

How how how? I want to stay! :(

Im very disappointed because out of the 2guys that i wanted them to make the Top24 on American Idol, only one of them got it!!

:( :(




He can sing!! & plus i think he's pretty cute! ;) Sighh. too bad he's not in top24. :(

Anyway hor,

here's the one which made it to the top24  :

Adorable, yes? ;)

Day 24

I hate sunday nights.

ever since i was younger, i've always disliked sunday nights. people get the monday blues. i get the "sunday night blues" .

whats more, i cant sleep nowadays. i spend half the night or rather morning till about 4 or 5 am awake. there was once, i slept at only 6am! no, this does not happen only sunday nights. its EVERYDAY! :(

so. right. like i said, i hate sunday nights. even more so now.

i have a promise to keep. but its just so hard to keep to it. why did i even promise you? i probably wasnt thinking. *knocks head* 

sunday nights are painful. because like they say, goodbyes are hard. so what if its been going on since a few weeks ago. i still cannot do it ok.

im a weakling. is there such a word even? 

:S

END OF TOPIC.